viviannn

2011-09-10T11:31:00.004+08:00

I'm glad you found the one you're willing to wait for.

So good luck to you & I hope we will still be friends.

Maybe not now, but some day, when you're ready.

You'll always be special and I will always smile at you differently.

Don't say sorry to me.

You didn't force me to fall in love with you.

2011-09-02T08:24:00.009+08:00

If this is what you want,

I'll try to forget you but I can't promise you that I won't wait for you.

After all that I've been through,

I thought I could never trust another guy with my heart again.

I don't think you'll understand that and I don't expect you to.

I don't regret falling for you and as I told you, I'm patient with the ones I love.

Trust me not to push you.

I really hope I can see you soon, even as a friend, it would make my day.

I will never mention this again unless you bring it up.

& for what it's worth,

you are really special and you deserve more than me.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I wish you every happiness.
Find somebody else who can make you smile and laugh.
Be happy, that's all I ask of you.

2011-08-29T14:28:00.002+08:00

& now I know that that's all I've ever meant to you.

I've always been the only one for now and nothing more.

I know you won't remember anything I've done for you and I don't expect you to.

You'll be better off without me anyway.

I'll never ask you for anything.

If it's what you want, I'll go away and stay away.

My time, love and company will never be enough.

For what it's worth, I will remember you.

2011-07-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

& so I was reading the latest issue of Teen Vogue and thinking about what I want with my life. I've been having a really hard time choosing a path, mostly because I was brought up to take the standard path. Yes, it is true that I do well in math and, sometimes, science but it doesn't mean I enjoy doing it.

Today, we had talks after talks in school and what really stuck in my head was how 'the education system is modeled after factories'. How's the world supposed to move forward with the 'production' of homogenous people (especially when what we're learning in school may be outdated in a few years)? Do the people who make it big really use the so called knowledge they gained in school?

Flipping through the pages of Teen Vogue, I spotted pictures of Dakota & Elle Fanning in Valentino and Valentino Couture. Kids out there who are talented, plain lucky, or just happen to have rich ass parents are earning a hell lot of money doing something they love. & here we are studying things that don't exactly matter to us. Honestly, how many of us out there care about stuff like upthrust or differentiation or ionic equilibria? Imagine you see this dude who gets a balloon, weighs it, calculates the weight of air displaced..... just to find the acceleration of the balloon (which is probably wrong given all the resistive forces). The thought amuses me.

I've always wondered why some people link happiness with the number of digits on one's paycheck. The people who marry for money, for example. I am sure that money will not be able to satisfy them for long. You could have a collection of shoes, bags, gowns, but how can one compare that to true love? Not everybody will agree with me, but I, for one, believe in true love and that nothing is worth more than anything else. I don't get how people can give that up for something as trivial as money. Then again, worth is subjective & I'm not going to judge 'cause people always yearn for what they don't have.

Point is, I don't see why we should study so hard just to get a job everybody wants (mostly because of the pay) I'm not saying that taking a non standard path is any easier, in fact, it's harder. There are no fixed rules or answers, like how personal taste in clothing is subjective. What's life without a little risk? Why take the path everybody else is taking just because everybody's working towards it? Although I've said all this, I'll probably end up doing something mainstream in the future but in my dream world, I could be a Features/Fashion Editor at a fashion magazine or a freelance percussionist.

Okay, now for something random. I find the entertainment industry pretty ridiculous these days. You can be famous over night singing ridiculous songs with meaningless lyrics with the use of Auto-Tune. I don't really know if people listen to these songs because they like the song or because the artists are so damn amusing. I don't really see the appeal in earning a couple grand while getting mocked and slammed by people all over the world (even though the experience does seem kinda fun). I don't know how the company sells these young artists, it's not as if they're drop dead gorgeous or have an amazing voice. But all this drama is what maintains entertainment as a thriving industry.

Back to the topic, I've always wanted to try working at a fashion magazine, though it's impossible for somebody like me. Oh well, I can continue dreaming & nobody can say anything about it :)

2011-06-20T20:44:00.005+08:00

I can't say that I'm not heartbroken but I can say that all I've ever wanted was for you to be happy.

I can't say that I'm okay, but I will be.

I'll let you go.

Live the life you want.

There won't be a day that goes by then I won't miss you but you, my dear, deserve all the happiness in the world and I know that.

You are the one that got away but you deserve to find your happiness and I know that I can't give you that.

It'll be stupid and selfish to make you stay but I hope you don't ever forget me.

If you need anything, anything at all, you know I'll be there for you in a heartbeat.

Tomorrow, I would have known you for 10 months. (wow)

To think you're that dude I saw last August in that pink shirt of yours.

I hope I'll never lose you as a friend.

I had the courage to tell you everything about me even when we were just friends and that's saying something.

I still remember making that bet with you, so please PASS YOUR PRELIMS.

It's kinda funny how I sound as if I'm talking to you when I know you won't see this.

Yesterday,

I reread the first letter you wrote to me, my really belated birthday card from last year and the card you gave me after I came back from Bali. (sweet & pretty hahahah)

They are so funny yet so touching. :)

Remain gorgeous, funny & happy.

Goodbye, my love ♥

2011-05-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

Haven't posted anything in a very longgg while.

Stuff happened & I think I'm finding joy in my life.

All this time I've been thinking of nothing more than how I feel and how I should make my life better.

Well, recently, I've become a happier person and I owe it to all my wonderful friends out there.

(you know who y'all are!)

Being there for people & enjoying each other's company feels so much better than locking people out and maintaining that facade of happiness.

I enjoy being around people.

Especially people I'm close to.

I stopped thinking about all the shit that's been happening to me because life just enjoys pooping on people and there's nothing anybody can do about it.

I've been having the time of my life!

Studying out, going out, doing stuff with my favourite people.

Just a while back, I sold stuff at a flea to raise funds for WWF.

To tell you the truth, I was kinda worried nobody would come & we would be bored to death.

But thanks to Celeste, I enjoyed every second of it!

We donated $120 to WWF and I must say that it felt amazing!

(I've never donated more than $20 to a charity at one shot so it's kinda a big thing for me!)

Been going out to study quite a bit recently.

Starbucks at CityLink is one of my fave places.

It calms me down & makes me feel happier.

Oh & besides that, I'm really productive there!

I could stay there and study for hours & hours and still feel energetic.

I think I've gotten over my emotional phase as well.

I no longer have to pretend to be happy because most of the time, I am truly happy on the outside & the inside.

I've never felt this good in a long while.

These days,

I smile when people ask about you

I laugh when I talk about you

& everything about you just brings joy to my life.

2011-04-14T20:50:00.002+08:00

I could make you happy make your dreams come true
Nothing that i wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

I've heard of Adele before on Ugly Betty.

But I never knew her voice was this beautiful.
Thanks to a friend for telling me how nice her songs are!

Been studying a fair bit these days.

To the point where people tell me :

'YOU HAVE NO LIFE!'

Yes I may have no life to a lot of people,

but if channeling my emotions into work helps,

I don't mind doing it.

It wipes my brain clean of everything else,

& I suppose that's really good.

My phone has a mind of it's own.

I just got a new one and I have no emails before April 13th besides one.

One that was sent via twitter on 8th December.

A really special message.

It made me smile though I know those words will never be said to me from you again.

& for this, I love my phone very much.

Thank you for making my day!

On a lighter note,

I think I'll get a Gold for NAPFA this year since my Sit & Reach was pretty good!

I can't wait to see my juniors perform for SYF next wednesday.

I love them so much & no matter what the outcome is,

I will be so proud of them.

They put a lot of effort into this

& I believe that they will be rewarded for their hard work.

Whenever I'm upset,

I think of you first.

Before I convince myself how stupid I am for doing that.

& Dear Phone,

Don't stop surprising me with beautiful memories.

No there's nothing that i wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

2011-03-30T20:48:00.005+08:00

Normally I try to run & I might even try to hide
'Cause I never knew what I wanted 'till I looked into your eyes.
So am I in this alone?
What I'm looking for is a sign
That you feel how I feel for you

The only part I wanted to quote for this post was the line in red,

but this song deserves it's chorus here!

I realised I've been obsessing over the fact that you're gone.

This song just makes me smile.

Please Don't Let Me Go by Olly Murs.

It's true that I did not know what I wanted.

I was lost & confused before I knew you.

Looking into your eyes changed everything.

& I have not yet seen a pair of eyes more beautiful than yours.

The first thing I notice about a person are their eyes.

Yes, everybody's like,

'When you talk to somebody, you look into their eyes so you'll see them for sure!'

People who 'smouth' aren't all that special.

It's easy to fake a smile.

People who 'smeyes' are the beautiful souls out there!

(suppose only Ugly Betty or ANTM fans will know what I mean)

It's kinda odd how I can remember how somebody's eyes look like,

but i can totally forget how they look.

I see one's beauty through their eyes.

They don't have to be pretty or handsome for me to think they are beautiful.

I think eyes are the most important organ.

There are so many people out there who fake a smile everyday just to get by in school/work.

But the sadness in their eyes and the tears they cry in their heart just gets to me.

I feel for those people,

because I'm pretty much one of them myself.

I'm fortunate to know wonderful people who can always tell if I'm truly happy or not.

Another song by Olly Murs

Thinking of Me,

I think I'm falling in love with his voice & music.

& the funny thing's I chanced on him by accident!

No point regretting that it didn’t last
No point regretting that it went so fast
Time that we had was like sand in our hand
But when I look behind
I’m so glad that you were mine

Well,

your eyes tell a story.

I used to see so much love, and yet so much sadness in them.

Don't ever give up on yourself & continue working hard.

I want to be there for you if you ever need me.

& I am glad that you were mine,

no matter how short it lasted.

Knowing that you're happy makes me smile.

♥

Baby, you're amazing.

Don't ever let that fire die out.

2011-03-27T21:14:00.002+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep

I have a habit of listening to a song while I blog.

It becomes this theme for my post i suppose.

The song I choose depends on my mood.

I feel Chris Medina's soul when I listen to him sing.

Not everybody has what he has in him.

A friend introduced me to this song a few days ago.

I've been living in a closet for months.

So thank you for telling me about it m'dear.

I realised these days I don't really care about my appearance much anymore.

I would go out with a plain shirt, random shorts and flats.

It doesn't matter to me anymore I suppose.

I was lying on my bed last night from 12 to 1-ish,

thinking about all the things that ever mattered to me.

My dearest friends tell me I have to move on.

& I thank them very much for always being there for me.

If I were all alone, I really don't know what would happen to me.

People say that when somebody leaves you,

it's a blessing in disguise because they are saving you from the wrong one.

I don't believe in blaming anybody when something ends.

& I don't exactly believe in the so called 'wrong one'.

In my opinion, 'wrong ones' are simply everybody's opinion but your own.

When somebody tells you your love's the 'wrong one',

it's usually got to do with similarities & differences between the two.

There are probably a million people out there who will disagree with me.

But I truly believe that two completely different people can be together

& I assure you, they can have the sweetest, most true romance ever.

When all is over,

what do people actually remember?

The first natural response would probably be

"The Break Up".

That may apply to many people, but in my opinion, how it happened or why it happened isn't the most important.

It's all those moments together that count.

I think that somebody's been with the wrong one if he/she is obsessed over winning his/her partner back

& not because they have differences.

I don't think having your girl or guy back is important.

Knowing what you had was real is the only thing that matters.

It's not about how long you had that somebody,

I honestly think if you had something real together,

you would be thankful you ever had your special someone.

Somewhere deep in your heart,

you'll always love that somebody.

'A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets'

and that is very true.

It's no use begging somebody to come back to you.

If he wants you back,

if he wants to call,

if he wants to give you his love again,

he would do it.

& there is nothing you can do to make that happen.

Once,

I came to know a wonderful and truly unique person.

I believed in love at first sight & happily ever afters again because of him.

& I can never thank him enough for everything he's done for me.

Happy Birthday,

I wish you every happiness.

I'm forever keeping my angel close

2011-03-17T18:21:00.005+08:00

Finally in the mood to write stuff.

Came back from BeiJing a week ago.

So many wonderful happened.

I was really sick throughout but I had a group of wonderful friends who took great care of me.

Wore a special ring around my neck on a chain everyday to remind myself of you.

For I don't know what.

Anyway, China trip was good on a whole.

My voice is still coarse and stuff but I still want to go back there to be with y'all!

DAY 1

Well, I wouldn't say it was a day.

We reached at 1230 am 12 March '11.

So our day 1 was actually our day 2 in that sense!

Took a shower cause I HAVE to.

Can't stand sleeping without a shower.

By the time we reached the hotel, it was almost 2 am.

Had to get ready for the next day cause it was performance day!

Slept at 3am++!

DAY 2

Woke up at 6+ to give door to door morning calls!

My juniors were greeted with my sexy voice & messy hair.

Got ready for performance & saw Dr. Foo in the morning at the lift.

Reached the concert hall near 12 and began setting up for rehearsal.

Had heaps of problems with the instruments.

But with our wonderful/efficient team of people, we managed to get everything done by 1+.

Met a few cool percussionist from China who were extremely helpful and kind!

(They tolerated my distorted sentences, thank you so much!)

Had a BAD rehearsal, in my opinion, bad's an understatement.

After the rehearsal, before the performance,

percussion just totally died.

WE ALL FELL ASLEEP!

So amusing. We were exhausted.

Not just tired, but EXHAUSTED. (percussion's always exhausted after all the running around)

But the performance was AWESOME.

Had the best time with my favourite people!

Had to take lozenges before going on stage for quiet songs cause I was so afraid i would cough on stage!

After every performance, I become closer to you people.

We were so high after ChuiDa we went around jumping & hugging people.

(DJY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH)

Senior high, I wouldn't be able to make it through the day without y'all.

YJ, I HAD SO SO SO MUCH FUN WITH YOU!

Pushing drums around, running around checking on stuff, it was so damn fun!

Thanks so much for taking care of me!

DAY 3

Great Wall of China

Windy & stuff.

So funny watching people wrapping theirselves up

Strawberry picking

Took pics of pretty strawberries.

Will upload them on tumblr when I'm done with my pictures!

Olympics place

Had to use the toilet so damn badly.

When we reached the place

I RAN TO THE TOILET HAHAH.

DAY 4

Forbidden City

Can't really remember the rest of the day

Was really sick on Day 4 especially.

In the night,

I went back with another section cause percussion had to make a detour to some random place.

Cried on the bus cause I missed them so much & I started missing you.

Felt so lonely & stuff.

Called you all the way from China.

Can't believe I did that.

DAY 5

TIANJIN DAY

I was waaay better on day 5.

I was alive & kicking & had heaps of fun!

Visited some cool porcelain place & some cool street.

Had heaps of fun with people!

Thanks to you guys for tolerating my disgusting voice!

Especially you,

you took such wonderful care of me & I thank you very much.

Wasn't too happy on day5 cause I was thinking of stupid things.

So thank you so so much for cheering me up.

I can always count on you.

DAY 6

Had Peking duck for lunchh!

Then the juniors went to the airport.

Senior high had an awesome time shopping for 3 hours!

Dinner at night

Packed.

Nothing much.

DAY 7

Home sweet home.

Missed home so much & you.

China trip was so meaningful.

Got closer to everybody,

knew the juniors a little more.

Hope we continue to have this much fun.

My last overseas CO trip as a student.

I'll miss you guys so much!

2011-03-09T20:53:00.004+08:00

I should be studying for my Econs test.

I should be studying for my Chem test.

I should be doing all my tutorials on time.

I should be reading lecture notes ahead.

Some of the things I should be doing, but don't particularly want to do.

Sometimes I wonder,

if life's that short,

why do we stress ourselves out with a million things we should be doing?

Where do we find the time do to all the wonderful things we want to do?

Yes, yes,

Human wants are insatiable,

& we will never be fully satisfied (according to those so-called 'experts' in economics)

But when you think about it,

there's got to be this one thing that will make you truly happy.

Yes,

you'll still have a million other things you want.

A beautiful MacBook,

A Marc Jacob's dress,

A pair of Louboutins?

But when you think about it carefully,

having that one thing is all you really need to be happy.

I'm pretty sure most people spend their whole lives searching for that one special thing.

Love.

Money.

Passion.

I believe everybody should be given the chance & time to find that something special.

In Singapore,

I'm pretty sure we have almost half our live planned for us.

You go to school,

Primary, Secondary, JCs/Polytechnics, Universities. (Approximately 25 years)

That's probably the standard path every parent has in their head.

They all want their kid(s) to make it big in the future.

I'm not saying there's anything wrong with that.

But the way our education system is structured,

it really makes me think if we can do more than merely memorizing texts & formulas off books/notes.

Our education system may seem to work,

we get jobs, we make money, we feed our family.

But in my opinion,

I think this 25 years of our lives could be spent doing something more meaningful.

Like perhaps,

have a proper childhood?

People don't get another chance to experience that,

& it's a shame we spend most of it studying. (more than half of which we'll forget)

Even though I don't like studying (honestly, who does?),

after posting this,

I'll probably be going back to doing it.

Studying sucks,

but you do get satisfaction when you see neat piles of work, all done.

After what I've gone through recently,

I really think it's important to find that something you're looking for,

hold on to it and never let go.

Don't take things for granted.

When all is lost & gone,

all you've got left are those silly memories.

I admit,

I used to dread you calling me in the middle of the night or when I'm in the middle of something.

After I lost you, there's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions.

Everyday, I tell myself

Keep Calm & Carry On,

You'll make it through the day.

2011-03-07T23:24:00.001+08:00

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby

Love's a funny thing.

Even though you know you'll hurt when you see him,

you can't help but want to see him more.

His smile's the only thing that keeps you moving forward.

You think about him every night before you sleep even if you end up crying yourself to sleep.

Well,

I've been trying this new thing.

Trying to distract myself with everything possible,

even if it means doing something I wouldn't usually do (not anything morally questionable, of course)

I think the only reason I'm still surviving now is cause of my wonderful friends.

Thanks for lending me your shoulder when I needed it.

& thanks for always being there for me whenever i text you randomly.

No need for names, I'm sure you know who you are.

I can't wait to go out with Celeste tomorrow to study!

I enjoy the feeling after studying well.

That satisfaction is just wonderful.

My life's same & boring,

getting better at faking happiness every day.

But to those people who made me genuinely happy,

thank you so much.

Can't wait for SYF to be over,

I want my life back.

But then again,

I will miss the Year 6s so bad.

I'm really sure I will cry when you guys graduate.

Can't wait for CO trip to BeiJing/TianJin.

Pictures, pictures & pictures!

And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

2011-02-27T08:02:00.002+08:00

I finally understand how much pain you've been experiencing.

And I'm sorry I didn't treat you better.

Well, I suppose it's because I get to experience it myself now.

One line replies,

Replies you can hardly reply anything to,

Waiting for hours for your phone to buzz.

I really get how you feel now.

Anyway,

I had loads of fun with the CO committee '09-'10 & '10-'11.

Had our annual Junior Treat Senior dinner yesterday at Marché.

Too bad Melvin didn't go, he missed the fun!

Got a red star balloon & a dinner treat from my dear junior.

I think we should have more 09-10 comm outings soon.

I miss hanging out with y'all.

Took some pictures,

was never a fan of taking pictures 'cause I don't know how to smile for the camera.

I admit it,

I'm not photogenic at all.

But then again, in my opinion,

photos are the only things that can keep memories alive.

That's probably the only reason why i bother taking pictures.

About pictures,

I can't wait to go on the Beijing trip!

Hoping to take heaps of pictures with my favourite people.

Though I'm not going to wear any overly nice clothes for a school trip,

I really really hope I get to take some great pictures!

Anyway something from last night,

I was lazy,

didn't take this with my tripod but yeah,

as good as it could get without one.

You can't see from here but we're holding our red heart & star balloons.

I think this picture with Veron isn't half bad and I kinda like it.

2011-02-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

The whole point of Love

is to put someone else's needs above your own.

If I take his love against his will,

That's not love at all.

Although I totally agree with that,

it's kind of hard loving somebody and not getting any love back.

Watching When in Rome right now,

some scenes are just so beautiful.

Beth is so strong,

I don't think I can do the same.

I know that sounds really selfish of me,

but it would be so hard to do what she did.

I want to go out and take pretty pictures.

Love the sound of the shutter!

Hope I'll have the chance to go to somewhere beautiful and take shots soon.

Going out for dinner tomorrow but I can't dress up since everybody's gonna be casual and stuff.

Tuition tomorrow morning,

Hope I get to see you.

I believe very strongly in fate.

缘份 - Most meaningful chinese characters ever.

2011-02-22T21:07:00.002+08:00

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

Don't really like the tune of this song,

but it seems to say everything i wish to say.

My room's currently really cold.

Freezing under the blanket.

No mood to do anything actually,

just feel like staring into space.

Been having weird dreams lately,

all of which involve me getting hurt in some weird accident.

No idea what it's supposed to mean.

Well, Last Kiss doesn't exactly apply to me,

'cause I guess I didn't actually have one.

I speak to soft toys and cry on bolsters.

Nothing seems to be able to cheer me up.

Used to eat a lot when I was unhappy,

now I can't even eat much.

I just feel so lifeless at times,

like there isn't anything to keep me moving forward.

So I'll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

2011-02-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back

My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have

Talking To The Moon,

Another beautiful song that speaks to me.

Reading The Time Traveler's Wife again.

One of my favourite books.

I'm a sucker for love stories/songs/movies.

Guess most people are,

Love's that thing that warms your heart like hot chocolate on a cold winter night.

I can actually cry listening to songs like Back to December, Talking to the Moon, Last Request, Pretty Boy.

Basically all the songs which lyrics I've posted before.

Even Marry You,

It may seem like an extremely spontaneous song and all.

But it makes me think of you.

Been losing my appetite these days,

suppose that's good,

used to eat more than i should.

I eat really often but a little at a time, which is good too!

Netball tomorrow, love the feeling after exercising.

Haven't been doing work at home on weekdays,

I suppose i prefer doing it in school especially with good company.

I don't really get why the company matters,

We kinda just sit together and do our own thing.

But yes, good company always gives me the motivation to continue doing work!

So thanks to the wonderful people who have been studying with me,

No need for names.

I think I'm really insensitive and pretty mean to somebody.

For convenience' sake, I shall refer to 'somebody' as K.

K has been really nice to me, and I suppose I've been taking K for granted.

I know K has better things to do than talk to me and listen to me yabbering about things he/she doesn't really care about.

I'm sorry for not caring much about you and I hope you'll forgive me.

Or am I a fool who sits alone Talking to the Moon.

2011-02-20T19:40:00.004+08:00

I'm way happier today than i was for the past week.

I think I should continue talking to you,

even if it's only as a friend.

You need somebody there for you now,

And I'm hoping I can be that somebody for you.

I want to go out.

I want to dress up.

I want to bask in the sun.

Miss the feeling of wearing heels, dresses & make up.

Rather weird things to miss given the current circumstances,

But i actually think such stuff will give me the confidence i used to have in myself.

Anyway,

I went to buy a few CDs today,

one of the CDs i bought was Taylor Swift's.

She looked amazing in this photo,

plus i absolutely love what she's wearing!

I love her hair & her eyes in this picture so much.

Got the pic from TaylorSwift.com :)

2011-02-18T21:27:00.003+08:00

The past 3 days felt like a lifetime.

Can't sleep well,

Can't think straight.

Nothing seems right.

Practice today totally sucked.

Didn't want to go in the first place.

Couldn't get your face out of my mind.

Was trying to distract myself with all the random things I could think of.

Well, I had a rough day.

Did several things I'm not proud of.

But I'm not going to apologize for it.

Bad mood.

Not enough sleep.

Thinking about all the wrong things.

Just want to cry my heart out for you.

2011-02-17T21:14:00.010+08:00

I lie awake at night,

See things in black and white.

I only got you inside my mind,

you know you have made me blind.

I used to write your name,

I'll put it in a frame

And sometimes I think I hear you call

Right from my bedroom wall

Old song,

But it speaks to me nonetheless.

I hope I sleep and never wake up.

I hope I stay in the dream where you're by my side.

Please take care of yourself,

Don't overwork yourself

& be happy.

That's all I want actually.

I wish you all the best.

I love you.

You're everything to me and nobody can ever replace you.

2011-02-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

I can't lie, you're on my mind, stuck inside my head.

I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead.

I just died so much inside, now that you're not there

I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday.

Kinda in a quoting songs mood these days.

I didn't realise the many songs that actually speak to me.

I should be doing redox now

but I am in no mood to do it.

I lost my drive to study already.

This is bad.

I had the drive for a month.

And now, I'm just too tired to do anything.

I just want to be happy and sleep right now.

But I will feel horrible if i don't finish my chem.

But then again, there is physics to finish as well.

Practice tomorrow is not going to help either, this is so screwed up.

The million and one things i have to and want to do

but there's just not enough time for everything.

But there is one thing I'm just not going to give up no matter what,

Music.

I suppose that's one of the only things that's keeping me going.

I think it's kinda cool that everybody has their own little thing that helps them unwind.

I never realised mine was playing the piano in the wee hours of the night till last year, which is kind of late, given that i've been playing for close to a decade and a half.

Well, I think I'll do my econs notes now instead.

I feel so happy when i look at the notes I've already done :)

& dearest Justin,

Get Well Soon!

I'm sure your flowers are still alive waiting for it's owner!

& my dear,

I really hope you're feeling better by now.

It breaks my heart to see you being so sick.

Get Well Soon so we can study together

Hope to see you soon!

♥

Back to work!

Tomorrow is another long, arduous day.

2011-02-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up for you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

Had a wonderful Valentine's day.

Celeste, my dear,

I'm so glad you like your gifts from me!

I love the file you & K gave me so much!

Thanks for giving me such an amazing day!

Though we didn't do much,

it really did mean a lot to me.

You've always been so understanding,

and I'm sorry I wasn't understanding enough.

I'll always be there for you

and I hope you enjoyed today.

Hope you love your shirt!

Can't wait to see you again.

Cause you're my true love,

my whole heart,

please don't throw that away.

2011-02-14T00:23:00.005+08:00

It's a beautiful night,

we're looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think i wanna marry you.

It's Valentine's Day.

Ended the eve's night with Econs notes.

Wished a friend Happy Birthday.

Valentine's babies are really cool.

I'm kind of excited for later.

I've got gifts to give,

letters to give.

(Hopefully I get to receive some too!)

But most importantly.

Can't wait to see you in the evening!

Listening to Marry You before i sleep

It lightens my heart.

Hopefully, i'll dream of something nice.

Maybe I'll wake up in a field of sunflowers

Maybe I'll wake up on the sand by the sea

Maybe I'll wake up with you by my side

♥

Just say 'I Do'.

2011-02-12T22:29:00.009+08:00

Slow down, Lie down,

Remember it's just you and me.

Remember how this used to be

I just want you closer, is that alright?

Grant my Last Request and just let me hold you.

Listening to this beautiful song and thinking about things that have been happening

Some things have changed so much,

This distant feeling is heartbreaking.

Last Request doesn't exactly apply to me,

but it speaks to me.

Under quite a lot of stress these days.

Miss those carefree days.

Heading down to Orchard whenever i like.

Playing the piano every night, dedicating everything to you.

Having the mood to sing in the shower.

Life seems so meaningless these days.

You go to school,

you listen to tons of lectures,

at least half of which you don't exactly give a damn about.

You go home,

you shower

you eat

you do work or just stare at the wall because you're too tired to think about anything else.

Miss the days I actually loved my life.

But sure, there are still wonderful things happening to me.

I'm dedicating this to Justin and Celeste.

The two most wonderful people in the world.

I love the two of you so much

Justin,

Thankyou so much for being there when i needed somebody the most.

You always seem to understand what i need.

Glad we patched up after what happened.

It's so rare to find somebody who understands me so well.

You're an amazing friend

And i hope we never drift apart

Celeste,

Thanks for doing so much for me.

I can tell you everything,

And it feels wonderful to be able to say anything I want without having to think twice

I can't thank you enough for coming to watch me perform.

I can't wait to go out with you again, I'll bring my cam out next time!

Justin & Celeste,

Thank you so much for the recent incident,

the two of you never fail to make my day.

2010-11-28T19:14:00.005+08:00

I'm so bored at home I could die.
Blogging after a year & a half of stopping seems like a pretty good way to kill time!
Well, I'm extremely slow w/ html nowadays since i haven't exactly touched it in a long long while. So my blogskin will remain the same(:

There are a million things I'm irritated about:

1. I'm still harping over the fact that dunman has NO PROM
Like honestly, I want to dress up and see everybody in fancy outfits! I have no idea why I'm still thinking about this but oh well, nothing I can do about. Having it again with the same people in Year6 anyway. So thinking about it like that, it sounds a little dumb.

2. I was losing fats but I went to Taiwan and pigged out.
Gym-ed vvvv often before my trip. Now everything's gone! Amazing. Shall start from scratch again. Oh well, it was my fault for eating so much. Damn.

3. Going to Bali this saturday (Sounds wonderful) but wait, my dear little friend may just decide to visit me then.
Been wanting to go to somewhere beautiful like Bali for a long while. But if I'm distrupted by something like THAT, I'm going to kill. Then I won't be able to go swimming, snorkeling, blah.

4. I'm Year4 & I'm supposed to be enjoying a CAREFREE holiday, but I have a million things to do. Why?
I mean the company's wonderful, but going back for CCA often is just plain tiring. (Yes I love you guys very very very much!) & NTU-ing for my research project isn't very fun either. It's at pioneer, that's a tad bit far for my liking.

5. Due to the above, I haven't got the time to go out to photograph.
I love taking pictures but I don't have the time to go out and relax. Would love to have a day out shooting at botanic gardens or something. I also kinda want to go to Haji Lane to shoot. Oh well, I shall go when I've got the time!

6. I'm so tired nowadays
I want to just slow down, chill & take a break. From everything, like go into some retreat. Just need some me time to have fun and enjoy life. When I'm out, I'm probably at NTU or school. When I'm home, I have to pack my room and stuff.

I just want to go out, breathe in some fresh air and rest. (+ take beautiful pictures!) No idea why I'm complaining so much. My Bali trip should help me cool down. (provided it leaves me alone)

Want to sit by the calm waters & bask in the sun.

2009-07-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO CO COM.
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW!

Thank You DJY for everything.
我爱打击乐!♥

2009-07-11T18:10:00.004+08:00

Haven't been the happiest a person can be nowadays.
But today i feel v happy.
Shangyin-d with percussion.
Bought two pairs of Mike Balter mallets.
Soft and Medium Hard :D
I am currently looking forward to CCO tomorrow so i can try them out for 红楼梦
:D
Finally I can play four mallet songs with proper mallets :DD

& holy crap somebody kop-d my snare sticks ._.
They kinda disappeared.
Plus a pair of my 鼓槌s are gone ._.

Man I'm so excited. CCO :D
Looking forward to Monday's 西北 & 泪别 as well :D

Percussion makes me happy ♥

2009-05-01T16:53:00.004+08:00

SINCE SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN COMPLAINING ABOUT MY DEAD BLOG I SHALL POST :D

Growl. My chinese is so dead ._.
I think I'm going to fail. Which is a very sad thing D:
Anyway i would like to say something:
THANKYOU CHIKHIM!♥
You made me feel happier when i got back my chinese paper.
And you never fail to make me laugh.
And you always make me feel better when I'm emo.
And when I'm with you i feel really happy.
Thankyou so much :D
HAHAHA. I wish i could give you a hug ._.

THANKYOU NATA & CRYSTAL & YUHUA & MATTHEW!♥
You people are helping me forget about a certain somebody I've been trying to forget.
Thankyou so much.
You people are right,
why should i put myself in so much pain?
So thankyou so much.
I might not be able to forget right now,
But I'm trying already.
Thankyou so much!

Anyway, this is super lag but yes.
I AM ABSOLUTELY HAPPY I DID MY VERY BEST FOR SYF.
I did my very best and that made me happy.
Percussion did very well on a whole and I'm so proud of us.
And of course, I am so very proud i am in Percussion :D
I love all of you people :D
Thankyou Felicia, Denise, Jermaine, YongJing, Caleb & Weiteck.
You people gave me a wonderful time during dazu. :D
Felicia,
You were always there for me when i needed a hug.
You were always there for me when i was sad.
When i wanted to learn something, you would always teach me.
I will always be behind your back alright :D
Denise,
You've been wonderful
I really do hope you continue to stay on in CO.
Fel and i would definitely miss you if you left ):
Jermaine,
You've been a wonderful senior.
Always keeping the peace and order in DJY
You've taught me many things and I won't forget them!
YongJing,
You've been an awesome zuzhang and i enjoyed standing next to you and taking to you during dazu.
HAHAHA.
You're a really nice and funny person :D
SiBin,
You're a wonderful junior alright :D
I promised to teach you the Shi Mian Luo for LongTeng.
And i will, if you manage to do it by open house, I would definitely let you play :D
JIAYOU OKAY!
Suehwee,
Hahahaha. You sweet talk lover ._.
You're another wonderful junior and I hope you continue to improve and just always know all of us will be here to help you if you need any help :D

Thankyou seniors. YiYing, YiGang, BeiQin, HuiYi, KianHong, Jeanette, ChaiHong, KiangGei, HongMing, Kiabor, Wesley.
(I AM SO SORRY IF I MISSED ANYBODY OUT! :/)
JIAYOU SENIOR HIGH DJY!♥
Your 西北 will definitely be wonderful.
We all believe in y'all okay :D
JY for 江南好 too!
Just have fun :D
But yes, EVERYBODY in dajiyue has given me a really nice time.
Joining CO can be said to be the best decision I've ever made.

打击乐♥

2009-04-12T21:11:00.006+08:00

Gone with the unhappy stuff :D
There are two songs I've been dying to play for ages ._.
THE PERCUSSION IS SO COOL 8D

2009-04-12T20:08:00.003+08:00

If only we could turn the hands of time

I honestly wish i could forget.
Everything.

2009-03-29T19:55:00.005+08:00

HELLO ALL
I have decided that today is a slack day and i have slacked for most of it :D

Anyway, LONG OVERDUE POSTS :D

MONDAY
Yiren was sick.
Marcus had piano exam
Sat with Nata since our partners were not there.
Nothing unusual about the day :D

TUESDAY
Marcus was back.
I think Yiren was back too.
Nata did not come because she was sick.
Went back with Yuhua after school.
Got a call from Zhangyang
Went to KFC with zhangyang, mark & yuhua.
33-d home by myself D:

WEDNESDAY
Nata was still not back because of her fever.
& gladly Kianhong was so nice to send me home :D

THURSDAY
Waited for Sinyee after school.
Parkway-d with Sinyee, Nata & Zhihao.
Had Scoopz.
Man. I was thinking about Sim's ice-cream story for the whole time i was eating ._.
16-d with Zhihao, who was so kind to send me home :D

FRIDAY
Had dazu.
Talked to seniors till about 7 ._.
Saw Nata, Sinyee & Cassandra.
Waited for them to finish their briefing.
And man they look gorgeous in their makeup :D
Ate dinner with them at arang.
Left at about 8?
158-d & MRT-d with Sinyee

SATURDAY
Supposedly supposed to go to Bugis with the Justins, Nata & Dajin ._.
The justins played soccer till they were tired.
Nata was late
So i was with Dajin for like 2 hours ._.
Nata came after tt 2 hours of idk what
Read heaps of books
Met Wudao people at the library o.o
Saw TAK ._.
So random o.o
Nata and i were leaving then we saw zhang ls ._.

TODAY
As i said. TODAY IS MY SELF PROCLAIMED SLACK DAY :D
Can't wait for dazu tomorrow :D
But shoot.
My math CT and Viva voce is like.
ON TUESDAY.
Holy cow ._.

JY FOR YOUR SYFs, NATA & SINYEE & ALL THE CO PEOPLE :D
JY FOR NATIONALS, AWC.

Oh and yes i have to dedicate something to Matthew Kwan Kai En.
._.
Thankyou for saying that i was fat in sec1 :D
If you didn say so.
I might be still that 158cm & 58kg piece of flesh ._.
So yes, thankyou very much :D
Oh and thankyou for saying i was stupid sometimes.
Because i realise after everytime you say that, that i am stupid.
And therefore, i decided to forget a certain something/somebody :D
So thankyou very much my friend :D

2009-03-22T21:29:00.010+08:00

I'm in no mood to post about chuguo.
Too many pictures ._.
Some other time :D

Anyway
Bugis-d with YUHUA today.
Went to library to read about the Thailand Revolution thing.
Got quite a lot of information, man do those Thai people have long names.
The only two i remember are like Pridi and Pindul i think o.o
Who cares :D
Had lunch with him before we went back to my house to start on our essay.
Wrote our essay outline
(Don't worry nata, we'll share it with you :D)
Ended up watching CO videos for pretty long ._.
But at least we managed to finish our essay outline :D

ANYWAY.
I SHALL SAY SOMETHING VERY RANDOM BUT SOMETHING VERY TRUE.

I
♥
打击乐

& happy birthday WEITECK.

2009-03-19T14:05:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOO
I'M BACK :D

Anyway things to say first:
NATASHA CHENG I MISS YOU D:
& YONGJING TAKE CARE OF YOUR FINGER :D
(okay i doubt you'd see this but yes, please do)
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWONG JIAN MING!

will post about the trip when i get all the pictures :D

2009-03-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

I look a bit retarded but yes.
Yay for today :D
Talk about it again tomorrow :D

2009-03-07T20:41:00.002+08:00

Math tuition-d from 10-1215
Went to school to meet Nata, Sinyee, Crystal, Justin Sim, Justin Yeo.
Ended up goign to eat with Nata, Sinyee, Crstal, Justin Sim, Justin Yeo, Matthew, Winston, Jianming, Keejin, Hoeshuen, Terrence
(I think that's all :D)
16-ed to orchard
Honestly, Matthew, you are just A BIT loud on the bus :D
Met Richmond and others at somerset mrt station.
CIP was interesting and random ._.
Nata, Sinyee, Crystal and I ended at 5 and went window shopping :D
Can't wait for shopping with Crystal this coming thursday yay :D
Nata & Sinyee PLEASE COME TOOO D:

Nata, Sinyee & Crystal I absolutely love y'all okay
♥

& I honestly hope i am not crazy

2009-03-05T19:18:00.003+08:00

Gongyan was wonderful :D
Enjoyed it sosososo much even though i was nearly dead after all my eight songs ._.
Thankyou NATA & SINYEE & SIM & MARCUS for the absolutely beautiful flowers :D
& thankyou to you too.
Went back to school after performance and left at about 11.45?
But it was fun even though i got utterly shocked by a certain something ._.
(nata/sinyee you know what i'm talking about :x)
Anw today's chinese totally screwed?
I fell asleep reading the passage o.o
Anw i finished the thing.
I totally forgot how to write a million chengyus.
I might just die ._.
Nevermind i have my LA to save my life :D:D
38+33=71/100
THANKYOU MY OH-SO-DEAR COMPREHENSIONS :D
Bio was totally okay even though i didn't study a shit ._.
kinda amazed. :D

Attempted to mug physics with nata & yuhua & sinyee today at KFC ._.
Studied quite a bit :D
Man, Zhangyang and mark left after eating D:
Oh well. It was really fun at KFC hahaha.
Stupid Mark kept saying i would grow fat ._.

Mann. a certain somebody-else pissed me off today.
Oh well YOU CAN HAVE FUN LEARNIGN HOW TO ((((((((: WITH YOUR OTHER HALF :D
Or perhaps you enjoy learning how to OOOOOOO: in the mirror?
Who cares anyway. Happy making faces all day my dear :D
After all I've given you, this is how you treat me.
If you don't wanna be nice, why should I?

2009-03-02T20:34:00.004+08:00

CO-d from 3.30-7
DJY & ChuiDa song totally drained the life out of me ._.
I have to finish studying bio by today.
Which is, well, REALLY IMPOSSIBLE.
like yeah ._.
Impossible.
Bio & Chinese test on thurs is so screwed.
I might just sleep for the whole day.
I am totally afraid i might play something wrongly for Gongyan.
Oh well. nevermind.
performance is in 2days.
Kind of excited.

Anyway
Thankyou Nata for practically everything :D Thankyou for being there for me always. Thankyou for making me turn my head away from a beautiful someone. Hahahah thankyou :D

Thankyou Sim for making me happy all the time. Oh and your random comments tooo (psst. Dont forget to draw me the red flower you promised) :D

Thankyou Yiren for your oh so random comments all day long. To tell you the truth. argueing with you is kind of fun and retarded. Everytime we promise to dao each other for the day. We will start talking in like 1hour tops. ._.

Thankyou Yeo for giving me that paperclip bone. But that still doesn't mean you can call me vivi ._.

Thankyou Marcus for giving that spastic face all day long. I still remember the Mos Burger incident. Man i can't actually stop laughing with you eating around me ._.

Thankyou Crystal for telling me all those crap stuff which cheer me up :D

AND THANKYOU YOU ALL FOR WANTING TO GO WATCH CO PERFORMANCE :D

Thankyou Felicia for giving me a hug everyday and telling me about your random stuff :D

I ♥ ALL OF YOU

When you see a beautiful bird chirping up on a tree happily, you would want to be that tree to protect it from all harm.
When you are that tree having that beautiful bird come back everyday just to sit on your branch, you would be the happiest of all.
Yet, one day, that little bird would fly away to another tree, and leave behind everything it ever had.
It leaves the tree in a middle of a yard filled with withered leaves, with no company but the wind swiftly blowing against it's leaves, but the rain falling on its bark.

2009-03-01T20:31:00.001+08:00

I've got one word for you.

Pathetic.

2009-02-28T19:46:00.003+08:00

CO-d from 7.30am-4.45pm
Tired.
Saw Jusin Sim & Yeo in the canteen apparently chionging their lunwen ._.
performance is this wednesday.
Exciteed :D
But my tests are screwed.
Chinese on wed & thurs.
Bio on thurs
Chem and Physics on, well i have no idea.
Have a feeling Mrs Kong is going to pop a math quiz soon ._.
dead :D
nevermind. i'm still look forward to gongyan :D

Hearing that beautiful voice hurts;
Looking at that beautiful face tortures.

2009-02-24T17:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIQI !
:D

2009-02-23T20:59:00.007+08:00

I need to look away & let go;

CO-d from 3.20-6+
Have absolutely no mood to do homework now.
Even though i'm not in the greatest of moods now,
I'm glad today in school felt happy and good for most of it.
Gongyan is next wednesday.
I need to get the DJY song right.
Jiayou to myself :D

It was no more than a dream.
Dreams only come true in fairy tales.
Thinking more about it won't help,
Crying will not make it hurt less.
You're gone for good, my love.
Your face is made so beautiful for you to smile.
Be happy, always.
Thankyou for giving me my once upon a time.

I need to forget and be happy.
Thank you felicia & natasha for always being there for me.

AWAY WITH THE UNHAPPY STUFF!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAI YIREN!
:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIREN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
WOOH
:D

Happy birthday tablemate
You've been an awesome classmate :D

2009-02-21T20:16:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH. Mark is a geog student.
Okay good :D
So my history isn't that screwed :D

CO-ed from 7am-4.30pm
had heaps of fun especially during percussion song and chuida song :D
saw stuff i didn't enjoy seeing,
stuff i hated seeing.
glad i didn't go to watch the LA play for a good reason.
nevermind. off with the sad stuff
met Nata, Crystal, Marcus, Yeo & Sim after CO.
Walked around Raffles City for ages,
I hate buying birthday presents for guys ._.
Ate at mooooose burger :D
Justin Sim, you and your pronunciation o.o

Man i absolutely love 3H :D
recesses with nata, crystal, yiren, marcus, sim, yeo will always be fun and interesting.
And thanks to nata, i know yuhua, zhangyang, wilson & mark.
which is a good thing :D
Hahah yuhua, you and your hopping over to sit with us during LA lectures.
plus your random comments.
AND OOPS. I STILL OWE YOU ONE DOLLAR! :x
nevermind monday :D

Happy that i went out with you people today.
But truly speaking, i am heartbroken.

2009-02-20T21:09:00.002+08:00

Walked to 158/30 bus stop with nata, zhangyang, mark, yuhua & yulong yesterday.
It was kind of interesting.
Had fun saying all those stuff which were in me for, FOREVER.
so yes :D
Took mrt with zhangyang.
I'm so glad you live at buona, it's towards boon lay :D :D :D
After i reached home, hyper-d with yuhua about chuguo.
hahah yuhua stop complaining about your roommate.
He's nice and talkative :D

CO drained the life out of me today.
started sweating like crazy till my whole shirt was wet and i was dripping after combined dazu.
CO at 7 tomorrow, then shangying till 4.30. THEN GO CLARK QUAY TO MEET NATA+PEOPLE :D
Man, my arm hurts.
Oh well, it was fun.

My history test screwed ._. stupid mark you got 14! D:
grr.
nevermind. you are clever :D
And my chinese test totally screwed. nata you got 80 T.T
man. clever people.

looking forward to tomorrow's rehearsal :D
can't wait for gongyan.
can't wait for overseas trip.
yay :D

2009-02-14T21:57:00.002+08:00

It's Val's Day :D
I hope you people enjoyed the cookies i gave y'all.
Not the nicest, obviously.
But yes, hope y'all enjoyed it :D
cookie baking+stayover with nata at my house was totally wonderful :D
we talked to sleep and all.
it was awesome :D
Didn't do any work but it was reall fun.
Man Common Test's are coming up, IDMI proposal is due and we haven't started at all. how amazing.

HAPPY VAL'S DAY ALL!
HAVE A NICE DAY!
:D

2009-01-29T22:02:00.003+08:00

Project-d with nata, yiren & marcus yesterday.
ended up playing mahjong plus cards.
mann.
had kfc,
watched yiren trying to play something on my piano,
had a good laugh with marcus and his stupid 5-0 football match,
talked to nata.
all in all it was a pretty fun day :D
percussion performance yesterday was absolutely fun tooo :D

today went home with nata and yuhua
Yuhua, you killed my phone battery and my itouch battery and i am absolutely glad i didn't bring anything else for you to murder with your big little hands D:
and YES, WILSON, i didn't forget you.
thankyou for playing vball with us all the time.
and thanks for always drowning me in laughter ._.

Looking forward to fenzu tommorow :D
Goodnight
(!)

2009-01-25T13:56:00.004+08:00

That CNY spirit just isn't coming to me D:
especially with the mass amount of homework.
I miss my Eurasian Desperate Housewife/Maid too ):
I can't wait for movie with yiren marcus crystal nata etcetc on Wednesday :D
For now, it's time to put myself to do work.

2009-01-18T20:23:00.002+08:00

OKAY!
I have not posted a single post since the twenty-eighth of December 208 :D
So i shall revive my blog :D
I have decided that i absolutely love 3H!
Especially NATASHA, YIREN, MARCUS & CRYSTAL!♥
I can't believe i actually hated my class last year when i saw the class list D:
I AM ABSOLUTELY SORRY PEOPLE! ):

But anyway i AM looking forward to MONDAY which happens to be tomorrow :D
I finally get to sit near natasha plus i get to sit with yiren! yay :D
At least i won't be falling asleep during ACE+HCL+LA+physics

MANNN! I am supposed to be writing this stupid 小练笔 on the OH-SO-MIGHTY 武松
and yeah. my progress isn't too good.
but nevermind
I AM SURE I CAN FINISH IT ON TIME
!
!

There's DJY prac tomorrow morning.
another yay :D
but i still don't understand why we are playing an EERIE and MYSTERIOUS song on, come on, CHINESE NEW YEAR!
YES CHINESE NEW YEAR. the red red & more red happy festival with the wonderful red packets and the mass of food that makes people like me grow fat over 3days.
oh well. it is fun :D

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW TO COME :D

2008-12-28T21:18:00.003+08:00

I AM SAD
(!)
(!)
(!)

I dont get to go for tomorrow's class gathering ):
and I missed my own primary 6 class gathering.
Oh well.
I shall wait for next year.
I realised i have nothing to say at all.
The point of posting is so that my blog doesn't seem so dead.
-
SCHOOL PLEASE REOPEN FOR THE NEW YEAR SOON!
I AM HONESTLY BORED AT HOME!
PLUS MY HOMEWORK IS DRIVING ME NUTS ._.
I am looking forward to seeing all the new people in my class :D

I am tired.
I am tired.
I am tired.
The performance yesterday drained everything out of me.
it was tiring but fun even though i made a heap-load of mistakes! :D
Yay.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, I AM WAITING PATIENTLY FOR 31ST OF DECEMBER 2008 :D

2008-11-27T10:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
PENGJIE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Happy 15th birthday okay! :D

2008-11-18T11:52:00.003+08:00

I decided to post because my blog is dying, if not dead.

First of all,
hello to all my future classmates :D

3H! :D

2A
FU MAN JIA
LIM JIA MEI
TAN WYE INN
WANG SHENGYA
LIEW YI SONG TERENCE
TAN HOE SHUEN

2B
NG EILEEN
TAN SI HUA CRYSTAL
LAI YAN KAI
YEO JIE XIONG MARCUS

2C
LEE KELLIE
LIN YI CHEN
JUSTIN YEO TIAN YUAN

2D
EER JIA HAN
FONG SHI YING VIVIAN
WONG DA JIN

2F
TANG CHIK HIM
MIAO KAIWEN

2G
CHEN XIN XIN
CHEN LINGRONG
SEAH YI RU
LIU YI DAN
LUO RONG

2H
CHAN YAN LIN EILEEN
SEAH YI YUN
LOI WENG WA
SIM JUN XIAN

2I
TAN TE JUIN LESTER
CHUA ZI YANG
LI JIA'EN NICHOLETTE
TAY CHENG KAI

2J
CHENG WEI TING NATASHA
LAI YIREN
QIU RUI

2L
CHIA EN CELESTE
LAI YONG SHENG

It should be interesting because i only know about 5-10 people
And there are other people coming in/going out during math class
Good thing i stay put :D

Secondly,
I know this is rather late in the making,
but yes, I would think it is still necessary.

Oh my, Claire, I miss you heaps D:
And yes my bowling ball's calling out to me toooo ):
If we have time we should go together, yes?
We've been talking about it for ages but never got it done.
We've actually been talking about going to bowl together for 2 years and we never did go ):
Remember that time you came to my house and we sat in that lil' pool downstairs.
Oh and our tree in school.
We should go sit there again someday before we move to the other campus.
I'm going to miss that area where we always went to talk.
And that playground we always sat at to talk.
Can't wait to see you again!

And Creshelle,
Thanks for everything you've given me for the pass 2years
and yes, I'll miss you.
Remember we used to play vball with Matthew and Richmond
And my vball got pierced really badly because of all those thorny plants around.
Haha. We did have hiccups on the way.
But all in all, you've always been a great friend.
Thankfully you're just next door in 3G! :D

And Shafaye,
Remember all those horribly lame jokes we laugh at.
Especially when Claire starts laughing suddenly over something ridiculously funny she said.
Hahah :D
Oh we sat at the back of the class together last time remember
and we were always laughing about DaJin talking to himself
Oh and remember the time we saw DaJin talking to the tree and we got so freaked.
Yeap I'll miss you.
ALL THE BEST IN VJC :D

And Jiayan,
You've been absolutely wonderful for the past 2 years.
We had loads of fun together.
We laughed at ridiculous stuff
We did ridiculous stuff together
Remember we were balancing on that raised stretch of concrete along the track?
ALL THE BEST IN VJC :D

And Matthew,
What can i say about you?
We played scissors paper stone when we used to sit together
Remember we bet 10cents on every game?
Hahahaha.
Oh and your numerous coins in that little dump of a pencil case you have
Sheesh, you haven't cleared it in 2years.
And i still remember the good old days when i was TALLER than you.
Mannn, I'll miss having you around.

And thankyou to everybody else for being such wonderful people for the pass two years
♥

2008-10-17T13:25:00.008+08:00

Interclass vball was, well let's say, really amazing.
Training especially.
Never missed the sight of Matthew snatching the ball away from WenXin.
YuFeng and I serving at practically nobody, most just for fun.
Claire and I taking turns to drink a pathetic bottle of water to quench our thirst.
And everybody else just playing around and having fun.
We won together.
We lost together.
But what matters is we had fun.
I love you all.

And oh gosh.
Who wouldn't agree that oldies are beautiful pieces of music?
This week i fell in love with two amazing songs.

1. BUILD ME UP, BUTTERCUP- THE FOUNDATIONS

This song is amazing.

'I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart'

2. TO BE WITH YOU- MR. BIG
(All thanks to Claire & Creshelle)

'Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you'

This week has been absolutely marvelous.

2008-09-16T19:44:00.005+08:00

YESTERDAY I SAW A BIGBIG ROUND MOON 8D
k the big piece of white light in the middle of nowhere
yeh that's the moon
taken from my balcony.

today was boring
GAP was boring
had to draw this stupid dragonfly
mine looked like a wooden stick. cant believe it. it's nowhere close to an insect.
with 6 twigs sticking out. yea. the dragonfly was too small. hard to draw
and perhaps even 4 pieces of random pieces of nothing.
all in all. it was crapped up

but the nicest product of the day was done with CLAIRE!

oh hail our masterpiece :D

i'm telling you this piece of painting is about a gazillion times nicer than that stupid dragonfly of ours.

hard to see but that weird looking piece of green patch on the white board.
qingang's just blocking the big one. oh well.

TIME FOR MUGGING
no way I'm going to study geog anytime soon;
it bores me.

CCO PERFORMANCE IS ON SUNDAY
REALLY EXCITED! 8D

2008-09-14T18:08:00.007+08:00

ALL THOSE HORRIBLE BROODING SHOO-ED

-screwed

2008-09-13T22:46:00.005+08:00

there you have it.
my blog died for a while
:D
anyway had this mid-autumn festival celebration thing
supposed to have CCO at 7.30
i was so excited about it
but had to go on with all the festivities
grrr
oh well
i went after the celebration
:D
k some random pictures:
yea we had to make some random mooncake
and creshelle did it all
hah didn look rlly appetizing but it wasnt too bad

claire & creshelle. hahh

ballooons.
look at all the colours in the dark night skyy 8D

this two were the nicest. floating alone in the dark

hehhh
2D i love you!

i shall post more pics on this when i see them on other blogs
for now

dump the books into the shopping cart,
we're going on a studying spreeeeeeee.

2008-08-31T20:45:00.001+08:00

i just think today's CCO prac was pretty nice :D

at least i didn fall asleep

2008-08-28T19:17:00.002+08:00

k 2d is crazyy o.o
k so for tomorrow's tcher's day thingy we have to erm kinda dress up according to a movie theme our class has previously chosen
and yes we chose TRANSFORMERS
and thus we have to be lil robots and wear boxes
lol.
i think it's gonna be fun tho.
imagine the scene o.o
anyway, it's meant to be as such:

or maybe people can just, yknow make do with the head
and look like a possessed dog o.o

or perhaps we could go as what qingang and toby suggested
yes and if they both come in this
i am sooo gonna laugh till i drop o.o

anyway, my box is as such-

yap. i haven done anything to it yet
ah shit D:
i hope we can take a class pic of boxes tmr
god it's gonna be fun :D:D

-im looking forward to tmr!-

2008-08-28T11:09:00.005+08:00

havent blogged since woahhh.
two weeks ago
k i'm ~~rather~~ REALLY happy even though i'm pretty sick now

i tried my really best for CCAB.
and even though it wasnt really nice or anything
it was my best
so i'm pretty happy :D

but so many things went wrong that day
my chinese test screwed in the morning
when i went to the CO room i couldnt find my bang zi and my shi mian luo sticks
the shi mian luo is a wonderfully cool thing
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SHI MIAN LUO I WAS PLAYING :D:D

i regretted several things too
i didn have time to retie my shi mian luo
it was tied too tightly,
sounded bad D:
for maobo, i should have held it my own way
oh well. it's over it's over
try harder next time
i still have the CCO performance to improve on my maobo :D

k enough about the playing. i shall talk about stuff that happened
left class at 11.30 right after chinese test
went to CO room for prac
finised hua mu lan and xi bei
then chuida played longteng
my shi mian luo kinda crapped up
cos i was like in this little corner so far away from kianhong.
and xianyue was totally blocking my view.
and i couldnt hear anything but myself because i was in that little corner
and thus
i was really laggy
and the first rehearsal
i had to make do with another bangzi which doesnt sound nice
and the new shi mian luo sticks. which are nt nice
OH AND THANKYOU TO THE PERSON WHO HELPED ME FIND MY BANGZI AND STICKS
:D
then went to eat with jerm, denise, felicia, suehwee
then came back
and by the time we came back
all the instrus were moved up
so we didn have to do anything
:D
then changed
i looked weird -.-
then took our stuff and went up the bus
reached SCH
moved instrus up
rehearsal rehearsal
then slacked till 5+
performance
and done
:D

it was a rather nice experience
and it made me love djy more than i alrd do.
so cheeeers!

I
LOVE
DJY!

i think i'm getting better already
oh and thankyou to a great senior of mine :D
ty very much for the lozenges which helped a lot
even if the lozenges didn really do much
your sincerity touched my heart
ty!

2008-08-14T19:50:00.002+08:00

this was taken during the notsofun run

how retarded can i look
claire looks like a giant in blue
and yan looks like a little dwarf
:D

i'm proud i can still fit into my p5 camp tee
:D!

2008-08-13T19:22:00.002+08:00

22nd of march 2008 is a wonderful day
that's the day when i joined CO
and that's the day i knew the best senior anybody can have
yes this senior does wonders.
he inspired me not to give up on my CCAs
he encouraged me to study more
he stayed with me and talked to me that fine day when i was going to give up studying chengyu for my chinese test
he made me study so so hard for that test and it paid off.
i'm proud of my marks.
and then
when i was about to give up reading for history test
he was there once again, telling me not to give up.
and yes
i am satisfied with my history marks
and he taught me many many stuff
not only DJY wise
but a lot of other stuff
i thank you so so so much.

thankyou.
you're the best senior anybody can have ♥

2008-08-11T19:02:00.002+08:00

THIS IS ONE PRETTY SONG

if you believe- Andrea Remanda

2008-08-11T08:58:00.010+08:00

went for CCO practice ytd
i was 2hrs late because i had zheng in the mornign :/
and i screwed most of it :D
espesp during 梁祝
yes although i only had 3 hits on the 锣
i played one too softly
then everybody looked at me
crapp.
but this song is one touching song
you can hear the hits im supposed to play at 1045-1055
:D
and anther one at about 2045

after that we played 茉莉花
again screwed the 编钟
ok that's not really my fault cos i've never played it before :D
i shall go practice soon

after that was 西北
that was way better
but i was kinda off beat.
cos i was busy looking at the 谱 and i didn care about anything else which was probably the most stupid thing i did that day
the thing im supposed to hit is basically this:

then after that was 十面埋伏
my 大钗 didn sound proper
and i totally missed my ONE hit on the 吊钗
that was again screwed

so i came to a conclusion that i screwed the whole day.
oh and the most embarrassing thing of the day was that somebody didn tell me and suehwee we could wear home clothes and we were the only ones wearing sch uni.

2008-08-05T15:25:00.006+08:00

i'm going to finish up this year's awc before i move on with my TRUE LOVE.

anyway, i shall post about CO since it makes me happy :D
k these pics were taken LONGLONGLONG ago
but nevertheless
they are nice :D

fenzu pics taken 2 weeks back i think
yes suehwee was trying to play something on the paigu
and obviously feli wanted to take her sticks.

there you go, suehwee doesnt want to talk to feli.

i cant describe how much kianhong makes me laugh.
come to think of it, he was the first djy senior i knew :D
and i used to think he was serious and not fun at all
oh well, i thought wrong
in this pic i think he was teaching sibin 'gun he tao'

kianhongg.

jermaine. k sry i didn know how to spell your name last time
NOW I KNOW :D

feli and denise on the train after longteng performance.
this pic was taken AGES ago :D

k faaaast forward
let me post about sunday's chuida concert

at first only me suehwee and feli were sitting tgt
kianhong was like far far away
and OBVIOUSLY he got bored+he missed his juniors
k this is kianhong looking weird in his jacket
he was trying to be hardworking while reading bio during the concert
but i doubt it really worked
he read like 1para each time?
-.-

kianhong still reading bio o.o

suehwee with jerm behind

k after the concert
we went to the toilet and waited for feli.
and apparently somebody COULD'NT OPEN THE TOILET DOOR AND GOT STUCK INSIDE

suehwee was shaking her head.
which resulted in this pic

k ENOUGH OF TOILET PICS
after the toilet and all
djy+2 of kianhong's friends+zongyi went for dinner

k we first joined 4 tables tgt
cos there was like
hongming
me
suehwee
feli
denise
jermaine
zongyi
kianhong
yongjing
kianhong friend number 1
kianhong friend number 2
11 people

k this is our beautiful long table

again, our beautiful long table

this is zongyi, hongming and yongjing.
i think they were looking at a phone? idk

hongming and yongjing.

4 of them look so happy

I LOVE CO
I LOVE DJY
YAY :D

k about today,
i felt really really really v v v v v v v happy
hard to explain
but just plain happy
simply happyhappyhappy!

anyway pics of us
k the FOCUS is on the 'I ♥ MUSIC' tee
that was drawn by CRESHELLE!

richmond's flying hand.

i love you people :D
never felt this happy for soooo long.
and who cares if i look retarded in these pics
it was taken with y'all

i ♥ today

2008-08-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
FANGHUA
!

also, happy early birthday qingang!

2008-08-02T19:34:00.006+08:00

today is a beautiful, wonderful, extraordinary, happy day.
today is simply the best day of my life.

i love you, forever ♥

2008-07-28T19:46:00.002+08:00

looking at your gorgeous smile is enough to make my day.
i hope that you'll always remain happy no matter what.
♥

2008-07-27T10:54:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CHANTALLE!
after all the misunderstandings and all. you're still my wonderful teamate. ily chan♥

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
SABRINA!
i love you teammate/classmate!

our first medal at DHIS
we shall take another with our EZ medals.
hah you two will have two medals and i'll only have one though.
but nonetheless, we have to take that photo(:

you two have both been wonderful teammates
PISTOLERS.♥

2008-07-26T11:08:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA.
you've been a really wonderful teammate! :D
I ♥ YOU ALWAYS!

i'm glad we're switching weapons
i've always loved rifle :D
anway,
i decided not to quit awc
i'll just use my slacking time to finish my hw.
and that way i can have both CCAs and still remain alive
i'm actually quite amused i haven't died yet
if i have to choose between the two
i think i have to kinda roll a dice or something.
cause
I ♥ THEM BOTH
just hope i can stay alive with both of them.
if i really can't
then i'll figure it out.
shooting is competitive. but it's something i really like. it's rare, unique and all.
co is fun, relaxing. i've always loved music. just never thought i'd end up loving chinese music. never did like it in the past. but it's beautiful.

i kinda thought i would quit awc.
but that day when i stepped into the range.
i kinda missed it.
the range was the place i slacked and talked to coach ho and sabbie in that little stuffy room
the range was the place i met the 10 best teammates ever
the range was the place i stayed till 11pm in the night
the range was the place i see uncle jimmy eating the same hor fun every night i step into the armory
the range was the place
the range IS the nicest little quiet place where all you can hear is the sound of pellets hitting the card.

i kinda thought i would quit co before too.
but everytime i step into the co room.
i won't want to leave it.
that room was the place i stayed from 1pm to 7pm just to practice
that room was the place i met the nicest people ever
that room was the place i lost my sticks
that room was the place i was doing homework at 4 waiting for suehwee. good thing i wasn't alone. i was with the great beiqin.
that room IS a wonderful beautiful little room. well, big room. where i had all the fun in the world.

for now, i'll just try my v best to stay alive and have both CCAs.

and kiabor. at least come back for fenzu like once a month? or maybe once every two months. but anyway, just don't abandon your juniors. suehwee and me miss you ok. i'm serious.

2008-07-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

td was simply lessons till 1215.
chinese test with toby till 1430.
fenzu till 1745. go home.
at first i went home alone.
but i met yingxian and chuyang :D :D
so went home tgt
chuyang went the boonlay way.
so i went on the train with yx (:

sighh.
kiabor, please come back till my first dazu ):

2008-07-24T15:22:00.002+08:00

1. 测验-　成语180-210
2. history test on world war II
3. math test on everything we've learn this year
4. geog test on idk what
5. 听写
6. stupid LTA shit. (yes i havent finished)
7. 2周记s
8. science moodle quiz.
9. 剪报
10. analyze merchant of venice
11. science test on waves+light (i think)
12. my long overdue CME poster (nobody in class has handed it in yet. it was kinda due before june hols)
13. ACC project. i have no idea what it's about.
etc.
etc.
etc.

i'm surprised i'm still alive with both CCAs and the above
if the teachers are gonna bombard us with homework this much every week
i'm gonna die soon.
the only thing i wish to complete now is MY CHINESE TEST REVISION. the test is like TOMORROW. and knowing my chinese. yes i'm not very confident for this test.
my chinese is gonna screw up as always.
i'm pretty sure there's more to that list.
will add it in when i think of something.
anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW!

and
and
and

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY COACH HO!

2008-07-21T20:00:00.003+08:00

today's fenzu+chuida was quite k
at least i manged to play some correctly
the last time they played i played quite properly
to think that this is the first time i touched those two pieces of metal
yea, i'm quite k with it

just need to finish bei4ing pu3 and TADA!
:D:D:D

here are pictures of my dear naobo :D

i hope i dont screw up tmr!
:D
well at least i get to leave the classroom at 11. :D

I LOVE 龙腾虎跃♥

2008-07-19T20:49:00.006+08:00

i need to get out of the house
although i do have chi test next week

im feeling kinda lazy now,
but since lingling wants me to do this quiz.. i shall.

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...
1.FINGERS: vivian
2.CHIN: vciviusajh
3.ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: vivian
4.ELBOW: vgivgiasnh
5.NOSE: fg98g89qwj
6.PALM: vikcvian

1. List four fandoms you have.
o.o

2. Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
yeahh.

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
nope.

4. List four people that you look up to the most.
1. my dad
2. coaches
3. kianhong (i actually dont know why, but i do)
4. audrey (b div individual national champ pistol shooter && she's frm dhs :D)

5. How many pets do you own as of now?
5 but if you wanna count the fish then 14

6. Which do you prefer white or black?
BLACK!

7. Who is your most played character?
huh?

8. Choose one or the other, not both:
Being stuck on an island with a friend, or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances?
A FRIEND :D

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are.
i dont know

10. If you could have a power what would it be?
i want to go back to primary 1.

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
yiqi

12. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
not that i recall. unless you count my dog.

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your head:
i can't wait for tuesday!

14. What's one thing you wish you could do better?
studies

15. Do you like the way you are?
not exactly.

16. Choose, summer or winter:
winter

17. Rain or snow:
snow

18. Water or ice?
ice

19. List two odd things about yourself:
i have no idea

20. Who are two of your bad habits:
daydreaming & moodswings

21. What's 1 of your biggest pet peeve?
o.o

OHMYGOD! WHY IS IT THAT MY ZUZHANG IS SO CUTE??!
D:

2008-07-19T10:11:00.003+08:00

yesterday was an alright day.
school: PE; recess; Chinese; science; end of the day.
:D
i enjoyed the CO part of the day the best.
after sch i went to find felicia then we went to CO room to hear her bianzhong.
i never did like that thing
but it looks kinda cool.
then suehwee came along
we had lunch
then dazu
just sat there and watched for 2hrs
kinda boring, but at least i could see them play :D

then passing down
打击乐组长 is YONGJING
expected but anyway,
CONGRATULATIONS :D :D :D
we folded about 450-500 hearts for BEIQIN
not very nice ones. but it's the thought that counts yes? (:

sigh. i hope i can at least watch the tues longteng performance(:

2008-07-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

havent got the time to blog recently
soooo
on monday AWC had a CIP thingy at stamford primary
it was waaaay fun :D
the kids were rlly cute.
hope we can have an even nicer one nxt year (:

anyway after the CIP
all the year twos went to bugis to eat+watch movie+play hide and seek
k we ate at mac.
then the guys decided they wanted to watch stranger
i hate that show
sofina, kaiyun and i were reallly scared
sofi was listening to music throughout
kaiyun was hiding behind the seat
and i joined sofi 3/4s through the movie
seriously,
i dont fancy that movie.

after the movie sabrina and kaiyun left
then we had icecream
and played hide and seek :D
yongming and jacob are pro
we never did catch them.
i cant believe yongming was like one foot away and grace and me took like 3mins to spot him :/
anyway. that day was fun :D

HERE'S MY BABY.
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR PISTOL ♥♥♥

2008-07-10T12:12:00.002+08:00

prize presentation yesterday!
congrats to all people who won!
audrey
valencia
weeleng
tzyy shuan
zhairui
yanwen
yongliang
derek
kenneth choo
xiaoxuan
vanessa
jingting
karen
(i think tts all)
but anyway i think that dhsawc did well this year (:

and yeahhh. we're gonna have heaps of medals when the east zone ones come.
haha sabrina's INDIVIDUAL FIRST
:D
:D
:D

but ytd was sad too
majiaolian is leaving today
and i cant go see her off
):
hope she comes back soon
D:

anyway here are some pics frm yesterday :D

2008-07-06T18:51:00.001+08:00

thankyou so much for those that made me feel better when i was down.
you all are the best teamates anybody can ever have.

2008-07-04T17:45:00.008+08:00

I UNDERPERFORMED ):
at least my last series was k
ma jiao lian was happy actually
she said i finally know how to correct my wrong stuff during comp
:D
so i'm k

i only shot 303. but oh well
score not impt (:
the wonderful c div team gt 8th
and sabbie
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU
344
WOOH! :D
i was so happy when i saw that (:

and i'm so proud of YONGLIANG :D
NATIONAL 3RD! :D
and THE A DIV ARM(air rifle men)
derek
yanwen
yongliang
:D
:D
:D

ANDANDAND our dear c div ARW+ARM
you did GREAT TOOOO!
b div ARW
YOU PEOPLE WERE AWESOMEEE :D

anyway
i want to thank those people who wished me luck:

kaiyun 3/7, 1737hrs
thankyou kaiyun!

hanping 3/7, 1753hrs
thanks for your jiayou my dear friend. it rlly made a diff :D

kiabor 3/7, 1802hrs & 4/7, 0809hrs
i was so touched when you send the message in the morning. i didn't know you'd really wake up just to say jiayou to me. thankyou so much my dear djy senior! (:

kianhong 3/7, 1857hrs & 2152hrs
kianhong. thankyouthankyouthankyou! you're so nice laaa. send me message before i sleep :D

pengjie 3/7, 1926hrs
thanks so muchhh. your jiayou meant the world to me! :D

grace 3/7, 1931hrs
teamate<3

jiayan 3/7, 2050hrs
thankyou so much ok! didn expect anybody from 2d to remember i was shooting :D

yiqi 3/7, 2103hrs & 2322hrs & 4/7, 0626hrs
yiqi, thankyouthankyouthankyou! lol you smsed me till i fell asleep. and you sent me so many jiayous. i'm so happy okay! :D

yanwen 3/7, 2106hrs
i didn't expect you to say jiayou :/ it kinda shocked me. BUT REALLY thanks!

iris 3/7, 2108hrs
teamateeee :D thankyouhankyouthankyou dearest! :D

xiaoxuan 3/7, 2111hrs & 4/7, 0640
our dear awc chairperson. YOU'RE ONE GREAT SENIOR. thankyou so much!

sabrina 3/7, 2120hrs
TEAMATE! i'm so proud of you. you shot very well today. congratzxzxzxz (:

eric 3/7, 2151hrs
classmateee :D you were shocking k. i didn expect you to say jiayou. thanks!

weeleng 3/7, 2336hrs
thankyou weeleng! you rlly helped to comfort me after i shot nonsense today. thanks so much!

derek 4/7, 0711hrs
haha! thankyou for the jiayou. i was superrrr happy :D you're one great awc snr! :D

mdm nora 4/7, 0816hrs
omg MDM NORA!! you send me good luck. i was shocked+happy+everything rolled up tgt.
thankyou!

valencia 4/7, 0817hrs
thankyou my dear pistol snr :D thankyou so much!
lingling 4/7, 0853hrs
awwwh lingling. didn expect you to send. THANKYOU!

thankyou all ♥

2008-07-03T18:02:00.002+08:00

DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
die

DIE
D:

i'm super scared i'll underperform tmr D:
im not hoping for much
just maybe 325?
it may seem very sucky to many of you.
but to me
for a comp
it's k
sighhhhhh
i just have to REMEMBER WHAT COACH MA SAID D:

jiayou to all of the LOVELY PISTOLERS :D

jiayou sabrina
jiayou chantalle
jiayou me
:D

oh not forgetting B div shooters
jiayou audrey
jiayou valencia
jiayou tzyy shuan
:D!

C DIV, WE ROCK ♥

2008-07-01T21:32:00.006+08:00

k yesterday we went to jiayan's house to do idmi thingthing
there was yufeng me richmond qingang siangping and jiayan herself
:D
siangping me yufeng and yan met at pasir ris station
then we took the bus to yan's house
and apparently
she can't recognise the bus stop she is supposed to alight at -.-

richmond and qingang were playing ball somewhere
so they came later
when they came, siangping left

and when rich and qg came
we didn do any work
we were playing lame games la
thrs this wierd game where all the lil kids went crazy and started killing ppl
and you had to shoot 'em
and there'll come this big dude who'll bite off your head
damn weird
oh and at the end
there was this fat pink flying thing where rich got burnt
stupid game

then they played this weird game whr you're supposed to kill a lil ball or sth liddat
and then rich and qg spammed the page with fire. and they burnt everythign down
how stupid a game-.-
the cutest one is the ragdoll thingy
qg just couldnt help but torture it
sad D:

+
+
+
manymany more weird games
you see, what do you expect frm ppl like them -.-
so they were like playing all day la
then jiayan yufeng and me went to do our idmi

anyway
our idmi is quite k
just looks a bit plain and all
but should be k
THANKYOU MRS VORA AND DEREK FOR THE INTERVIEWS TODAY

derek your interview made us all laugh
heh
:D

BTW
JIAYOU RIFLE GIRLS
YOU CAN DO IT!
♥
♥
♥

2008-06-29T21:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LINGLING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU!

LINGLING HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
i'll fulfill your birthday wish. heh :D

hah. so many birthdays :D
birthdays are so happy don't you think?

sigh. tmr i cant have fenzu
sad face
sad face
sad face
sad face
sad ace
):
got idmi meeting
but oh well
at least get to do project at jiayan's
(:

2008-06-28T22:34:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HANPING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU!

wooooh!
happy 15th birthday my dear friend :D:D:D:D

stupid blog. i swear i posted this at 12 sharp k

((ohhhh! and happy birthday winston
you're a great classmate :D))

2008-06-28T20:17:00.007+08:00

today's training was k.
last 15shots were good
all within 9ring
yay!
i aim for 325/400
i know im gonna screw during nationals D:

sighhh.
if only i can have fen1 zu3
i need to chill.
and fenzu helps me chill
THANKYOU KIABOR & KIANHONG :D

to everybody shooing,
JIAYOU!
JIAYOU DHS AWC!

2008-06-28T20:17:00.005+08:00

today's training was k.
last 15shots were good
all within 9ring
yay!
i aim for 325/400
i know im gonna screw during nationals D:

sighhh.
if only i can have fen1 zu3
i need to chill.
and fenzu helps me chill thx to kiabor :D

to everybody shooing,
JIAYOU DHSAWC!

2008-06-24T21:12:00.003+08:00

omgomgomgogmomg.
td had training
just got back
:D

well today i shot relatively well
kinda happy actually
if only i can shoot like that during nationals D:

C div air pistol girls comp is like NEXT FRIDAY
td gt scolded by coach ma
:/
then after tt coach ho motivated me
and i shot 91/100
heh :D
that was the only 10 shots i focused on
the rest were craaaaap ):

anyway
this friday is the start of IDMI
and richmond and me are in the same group
meaning i doubt i can go support my dear teamates ):
but anyways
JIAYOU TO C'DIV
JIAYOU TO AIR WEAPONS
I LOVE Y'ALL <3

sabrina
vivian
sofina
richmond
yongming
jacob
ziyang
iris
kaiyun
chantalle

C'DIV JIAYOUUU :D

2008-06-20T18:35:00.008+08:00

today went out with some
wonderful
great
extraordinary
djy people!

watched get smart with suehwee kiabor kianhong & jonathan(:
great show
nth much to say about it.
today was just beautiful because of djy!
i♥dajiyue
i♥percussion
i♥all djy people
i♥suehwee & lingling
i♥kianhong & kiabor
i♥anything & everything that has to do with djy (:

and ouchhhhh!
my back has this longlong bruise which stretches frm my waist to the end of my backbone
yea it runs along my backbone
damn pain ):
it's cause of training
damnnnnnn!):

and pj!
you're finally coming back
zhihao and me miss you like crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

if i ever had to leave djy

i'm gonna shrivel up and cry ):

I
♥
DAJIYUE!

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2008-06-19T10:42:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out with ZHIHAO
k we apparently went out to do hw
but wasnt exactly successful
soooooo
we finished indices
then we went to see what movie there was to watch

while packing up
i saw the instructors
most of our camp instructors :D
and heh
ALIVIN RECOGNISED ME BUT DIDN RECOGNISE ZHIHAO
zhihao was sad
lol.

k and we watched KUNGFU PANDA
heh. it was uber cute k
but went we went in and sat down
zhihao was like: jeez. we're watching a cartoon o.o
but anyways.
it was super cute+nice
MUCH better than our next movie.

we watched THE HAPPENING next
it was so stupidly stupid k
me and zhihao almost fell asleep
it's talks about how plants gave out chemicals to make ppl kill themselves
and the show was horrible
all the ppl just like pointed guns at themselves and BANG
or walk off buildings
or lie down and get run over by a lawnmower
zhihao and me were horrified
zhihao and me started talking talking
then we looked up and thr were a lot of ladders on the screen
THEN OMG LA
suddenly they showed dozens of ppl hanging frm the tree
zhihao and me almost yelled la :/

THAT'S A BAD BAD SHOW!

on the way back home
zhihao was nice enough to take to tiong with me before going back his home
yay.
but we were like so drowsy during the whole ride
just kept yanwning and yawning
the reason we didn take any pics was cos both his phone and my phone died together.
D:

zhihao we shall go out agian when pj comes back k LOL.
and we shall watch a PROPER show.

2008-06-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

happy birthday sinyee ♥

2008-06-14T12:12:00.002+08:00

想把你关在房间里
就这样不放你出去
只是想静静看着你
不做什么也没关系
有句话我一定要连续四次讲给你听
那就是我爱你我爱你我爱你我爱你

结不结婚也没有关系
只要能永远在一起
反正只是张纸而已
可以丢到垃圾桶里
有句话我一定要连续四次讲给你听
那就是我爱你我爱你我爱你我爱你

亲爱的，我爱你 ♥

2008-06-14T11:56:00.009+08:00

i'm so so bored.
heh lingling i took this frm you.

20 people:
01. hanping
02. kianhong
03. zhihao
04. sinyee
05. lingling
06. claire
07. sofina
08. creshelle
09. matthew
10. kiabor
11. sarah
12. jiayan
13. jacob
14. iris
15. yongming
16. grace
17. pengjie
18. suehwee
19. shafaye
20. sabrina

1) How did you meet 14? [iris]
AWC(:

2) What would you do if you meet 1? [hanping]
idk. get super happy & hyper and start talking a lot :D

3) What if 9 and 20 dated? [matthew & sabrina]
no way. sab has good taste :D

4) Will 6 and 17 date? [claire & pengjie]
they dont know each other. but that's a big NONO.

5) Describe 3. [zhihao]
my greatest BROTHER. :D

6) Is 8 attractive? [creshelle]
obviously YES!

7) Describe 7. [Sofina]
super uber nice teamate :D

8) Do you know any of 12's family members? [jiayan]
err, no.

9) What would you do if 18 confessed he/she likes you? [suehwee]
no way. she loves guys.

10) What language does 15 speak? [yongming]
gibberish.

11) Who is 9 going out with? [matthew]
no idea. suppose he'd given a shot at blacky, or was it bluey?

12) How old is 16? [grace]
14 going on 15.

13) Who is 2's favourite band/singer? [kianhong]
i have no idea.

14) When was the last time you spoke to 13? [Jacob]
rlly rlly long ago.

15) Have you ever dated 4? [sinyee]
Nope. we're straight.

16) Would you ever date 1? [hanping]
NO WAY!

17) Is 19 single? [shafaye]
i suppose.

18) What is 10's last name? [kiabor]
good ques, i have no idea. i'll ask him.

19)Would you ever be in a relationship with 11? [sarah]
heh, why not :D

20) What is 3's school? [zhihao]
Dunman High School ♥

21) Where does 6 live? [claire]
bedok.

22) What's your fave thing about 5? [lingling]
heh. she's a super sweet girl :D

23) Have you seen 2 naked? [kianhong]
WHAT?! obviously NO!

2008-06-13T19:41:00.001+08:00

i miss your smile
i miss your arms
i miss your face
i miss your feet
i miss your hair
i miss your voice
i miss everything of yours,
but your tears.

darling, i love you♥

2008-06-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

as predicted
i SCREW'D
i FLOPP'D
i DIED
D:
i shot nonsense
my feeling wasnt there
i was just shooting pellets for no good reason
no feeling = crap

feeling so crappy
3++ weeks to nationals and i'm still flopping around
diediediediedie D:

2008-06-12T16:16:00.000+08:00

i'm kinda freaked
yesterday i followed what zhairui said
he say TRAINTRAINTRAIN
so i took that bottley thingy of mine
and i keep training my wrist

i'm afraid i might screw up tomorrow as usual
and kill my team
[sorry sabbie and chan! D:]
but anyways.
we're shooting in open category
actually i think as long as i'm in the top half i'm find
about there
like top20 out of 31?
yeah.

JIAYOU TO ALL SHOOTERS SHOOTING NUSIS :D
espesp CDIV people (chan,me,sab,yongming :D)

kk enough about shooting
i realised
i've only completed the math proj
:/
die alrd die alrd
all my hw is still piled up on my table
i'm gonna diediediediedieeeeeeeeee D:
let's see what i've left

1. chinese blog thing
(kinda blurred at it)

2. LTA thing
(no idea what's it about)

3. all the math worksheets
(y'know i dont plan to do it. i still have last yrs june and dec hols hw)

4. MOV charac study
(didn know of it till creshelle told me)

5. history immigrant proj
(kinda crapped up)

6. study for geog test
(apparently nobody knew about this)

7. level camp zuowen
(how the hell are you supposed to write a 描写文 on level camp and you're supposed to 抒情.)

8. science worksheet
(i'm almost done. i kinda forgot everythign i learned :x)

etc.
etc.

i wonder if there's anymore :/
if there is i'm so dead D:
my mind is all filled up with training
that everytime when i come home and i wanna do hw
i'll be so strained i'll just lie on the bed and fall asleep
i hope if there's anymore hw. somebody would tell me.

ONCE AGAIN
JIAYOU AWC

2008-06-11T12:50:00.000+08:00

nusis is coming up all
JIAYOU DHSAWC(:
sabbie remember what we agreed?
there are 31 people participating in air pistol women open category
SO
we must be in the top half
ahahahha
i think you sure can.
but i think i'll be the last. heh.

anyway JIAYOU to yongming and chantalle and everybody else shooting
and audrey. i believe you'll do dhs proud and shoot first :D

2008-06-06T10:10:00.001+08:00

i'm dyinggggg D:
obviously i haven't started on any homework
besides the long overdue LA reflec
and yes, writing my name + index + class + date on everything.

and training is crazy D:
although i am improving. that's great
after looking at audrey shooting
i've been MOTIVATED.

i'm quite satisfied of the test results.
500/600
coach says it's ok
so that's good
but the best part of the test.
was that i shot even better than training
and i did what coach taught :D:D:D

and this is the first time i shot a series of 80+ and 90+
and also the first time i didn't shoot a single series below 80.
although it may not seem good to other people
I SEE MY IMPROVEMENT.
and i'm gonna train hard.
to maintain or shoot better during nationals
:D

AIR WEAPONS C DIV' 加油!

2008-05-30T18:28:00.000+08:00

byebye CO people...

i hope all dajiyue people are having fun now
jiayou to all
especially dajiyue people (percussion ♥)

jiayou to..
beiqin
kianhong
chaihong
felicia
suehwee
lingling
weiteck
etc.
etc

DAJIYUE ♥

2008-05-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

ZHI HAO TAKE CARE
PENG JIE AND ME LOVE YOU.

i cant believe i used to think you were a jerk ok
:x
and now we're like BESTEST FRIENDS EVER
lols
anyway thanks for being SUCH A NICE GOR and all :D
and i'll always love you :D

HAVE FUN IN HK, BROTHER ♥

2008-05-20T12:27:00.001+08:00

sorry for what i did
sorry for all i've done
sorry for hurting you
thankyou for staying here
thankyou for everything
thankyou for those times
thankyou for hearing me out

if you ever see this
which i doubt you ever will
sorry and thankyou

i have my reasons.

♥ forever

2008-05-17T11:55:00.000+08:00

heh my blog is DEAD :D

but yes im finally back from level camp
i miss my group
i miss my group
i miss my group
ZACKO+CHIPMUNKS=ZACKMUNKS
11/12 <3
thankyou all my group members-
pengjie
zhihao
tzelin
jasmine
fabian
adalric
sherly
sherlyn
sinyee
audrey
jonathan
aileen
jen
christine
xiaojun
timothy
lynette
adalric
etc.
etc.

and also all the grp 12 people. :D
I LOVE Y'ALL

camp was super fun okkkk
miss all the cheering and all
but yes the most fun part was the CAMPFIRE

our skit was SUPER last minute
did it at 4plus when campfire was at 7plus
and it ROCKED
at least we made people laugh
fabian acting as KFC dude
pj and terence had their funny scene too :D
but without ANY one person of the grp.
the skit would have FLOPPED
so
THANKYOU FOR MAKING IT A SUCCESS EVERYBODY :D

C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G SONG
WOOH

and i would never forget the
MOST IMPORTANT QUESTION OF THE CENTURY:
DUNMAN HIGH. ARE YOU HUNGRY?!

ahahhahah :D

back to schoool on tuesday and>>>
zackmunks
I LOVE YOU ♥

♥

2008-04-17T14:58:00.000+08:00

LONG TIME NO BLOG :D

ok. i think my sci test kinda died cos i got ALOT of careless mistakes
damnn.
ok wadever
but yes im feeling so happy nowadays
cos i get to train happily
and i get to go for CO :D
(me being in CO aint funny, yongkit)

k now back to what happend last week and this week
ok REWINDDDDD///
last week i was like slacking
and yes i regret it
ok so i chionged history on sunday
and so i forgot about my tingxie while chionging history
and great
i got 2/20
not tt i dont care
it's cos i didn study
so i shall remember my tingxies nxt time :D

oh and crap
td the chi cher was saying we might have to write xi2 zi4
wtf?
i feel like a kid
[not because shell me claire shaf jiayan rich matt qingang jeviene......... played ice and water after pe. OH and poison ball :D]
the last time i wrote xi zi was like
PRMARY FIVE?!
grrrrrrrrrrrr

talking about the ice and water thing.
it was kinda long ago
about 2 weeks ago?
yea 2 weeks ago
after pe the guys were like LET'S PLAY CATCHING
then we were like okokokokok :D
then we ended up playing ice and water
it reminds me of the good ol' days in pri school
those carefree days :D

k NEXT UP
i cant wait i cant wait. the bizlab bazaar is nxt week
gosh so fun so fun :D
people GO HOLLAND V TO SUPPORT US :D
i think it's gonna be like super fun
yay :D
and it's dear CLAIRE's bday
which is gonna make it funER

YAY (:

2008-04-06T18:32:00.001+08:00

hah yay yay yay
sofina sabrina me jacob :D:D
we took this at VCH last night
x)
hope we can take one with the entire team
awc<3

2008-04-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

hah
janet you're the prettiest girl on earth darling :D
i will miss you
cant believe you're leaving tmr ):

hah anyway
during their stay we kinda had nice treament from chers
mr hia let us skip our test just to take photos :D

OUTSIDE 1D 1E 1F THE PONDISH THING
gosh i nearly slipped and fell into the NEARLY GREEN pond
no wait
IT IS GREEN
with all the algaeish grow

SABBIE SOFINA ME
we were waiting for our buddies at VCH
:D

hah i look retarded
but jiayan you look gorgeous :D

hah let's backkkkkktrack abit.
in class :D
janet you sat next to me everyday
sorry i couldnt like spend PROPER time with you
the chers will scold if we talked during class
but i tried my best to spend time with you
happy face :D

LAST BUT NOT LEAST
FAMILY PHOTO :D
shaf claire shell yan me toby yupeng
ston jm matt cheichau rich qg eric
:D
2dddd>> BIG FAMILY

2008-03-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

i just cant tell the four of you how much i love ya :D